Sometimes, I feel quite detached from the world, like a spectator, watching my own life go by without taking part in it.
Do you ever feel that way?
It’s quite amusing, really, seeing myself try to survive this adventure called human interactions, fighting to be heard, and at the same time trying to disappear. Thing is, I’m good, very good, at feigning indifference. To the outside world, even to myself sometimes, I am the happiest girl on earth.
Well, I’m happy, but I want to feel it; ’cause just saying it is not enough.
Yeah, I think I’m out of mind. I hope I’ll be back in five minutes.
EDIT: Five minutes up! I’m back on earth now 🙂