Sometimes, I feel quite detached from the world, like a spectator, watching my own life go by without taking part in it.

Do you ever feel that way?

It’s quite amusing, really, seeing myself try to survive this adventure called human interactions, fighting to be heard, and at the same time trying to disappear. Thing is, I’m good, very good, at feigning indifference. To the outside world, even to myself sometimes, I am the happiest girl on earth.

Well, I’m happy, but I want to feel it; ’cause just saying it is not enough.

Yeah, I think I’m out of mind. I hope I’ll be back in five minutes.

EDIT: Five minutes up! I’m back on earth now

There is a box inside my heart where I keep all my secrets
The key I gave to a stranger, someone I never met
And he is my soul backup, in case I ever break

Did you ever wonder:
a) how it would work if you could try life before you bought it?
b) if your heart was one-size-fits-all?
c) why your peace came with pain and your pain came with calm?
d) whether you could ever feel the butterflies again?
e) when you would touch your dreams?
f) what your destiny and purpose might be?

These are questions I pondered upon last night – just out of the blue. Unfortunately, I didn’t quite get the answers yet…

Sorry I have been abandoning my blog but…

I am finally going to do this. After putting it off for so long – I am finally going to do the short film!

Well, I should be excited, and ecstatic, and all that, but why does it feel so… daunting?

I finished with the script, after polishing it too many times, but I wasn’t happy with it so I got my friends to read it. They thought it was too complex . But I got some really good suggestions and feedback. So off I go, back to the rewrites. I think I manage to get it to a stage that’s half-decent… I don’t know, maybe I’m dreaming

My problem now is finding actors though. I only know one, well I know a few, but they don’t fit the part. I just need one female and one male, and the male has to look a little like my friend because they’re supposed to be brothers. Ah, I wish I was more outgoing, so I could meet more friends, and hopefully those who can act and actually look the part

There I go, dreaming again…

Anyway, here’s the joke of today: